warning:ranting unstoppable!(sorry)

oh well…another lame weekend. You know what sucks these past weeks? It’s the fact that I haven’t had a free saturday…I’m never home on Saturdays and the only day i’m at home is Sunday but heck, schoolwork is piling up again as the student’s week in school is coming up. As an officer of our school’s honor society, I’m busy preparing the schedules. Wait, take this. This is the list of what i have to do:

1.Review for finals(monday-wednesday)
2.Prepare the schedules(due on Thursday)
3.Prepare my lesson plan(yep, i’ll be teaching English III and IV)(due on Thursday)
4.Band rehearsals(wed-thursday)*i quit!* *details on the next post
5.Write the class last will and testament(due before the end of the month)
6.Claim my prize in Candy
7.Journalism Seminar-workshop(next saturday)
8.Finish my Investigatory Project(due Jan.31)
9.Prepare my outfits for the Student’s week

Ouch. Next week will be a tough battle for time management. About #4, yep, you read it right.I have a band now. I’m playing the bass. I don’t know if i’m ruining my life more but it’s somehting thta i’d like to try. I’ve never held a guitar before so it was totally a new experience for me. I didn’t want to lose the opportunity so i tried it out. I don’t know. Good luck for me.

about #3, i’m the student english coordinator for the student’s week so i’ll also be busy checking my fellow student teacher’s lesson plans. *sigh*

I’m so tired. So lame. So bored. Sometimesi fell like getting tired of being the honor student. Sorry if i sound mayabang b ut that’s really what i feel right now. I’m so fed up with other people’s expectations that i sometimes hate it. It’s not that i don’t like the attention. It’s just that, sometimes, it’s too much

i just want to have fun but it seems like i can’t. this band thing is something that i enjoy. I just don’t know how am i going to do this and school. It’s hard to juggle my activities all at once. thus, the title serving two masters at the same time. school+myself. How can i do it?

I’m so tired. I envy my friends who get to hang out often and take life easily but then again, when i see my grades, fluctuating, i rush to my books and read. Yeah, I’m pretty geeky.

I’m in such a mess right now. I don’t know what to do. Help!!! I’m drowing!